work stuff

Its been a long week and someone at work is showing her true colors. I find it funny how I have a crying child, throwing up all over the place, 10 other kids and i'm by myself and no one asks me if i need help or even checks up on me. but the princess comes to work and she gets help all the time and shes not even grateful about it. So yesterday i guess the child threw up everywhere and she asked for help but no one helped her and she was being a total bitch and just angry about it. Almost like a child having a tantrum, kinda pathetic. But yeah she snapped at me about me going to lunch and other things. And then when i come back she leaves really fast and doesnt even tell me what to do with her kids. W/E Oh and i love how she decorates cupcake with them on the day she leaves early. Those kids took the cupcakes home, hahahah. But a little bird told me dont trust her, tell her nothing. But its funny how shes so mean with those kids, maybe i should say something cause its mean like really mean. she expects them to act like grown ups, they are only 2 or 3. I'm tired of working near the princess, really truly am. And seriously im over it

Date update

So I had a really good date with this guy. We've been talking for a while and kind of bonded over having bad dates. So finally we met up and went out to dave and busters, we had fun. We played some games at first then sat down and talked for a long time about everything. Then he was hungry so we went out to eat afterwards. He walked me to my car later and we kissed a bit. And it was nice, and a really good date. Then the next night I was supposed to go to a friends bday party but traffic and parking were really bad and I told her I cant make it. i was very annoyed. So he texted me and asked how the party was, I told him probably gonna leave, cant find parking. Then I kinda joked and said "i'd ask you to meet me but its late" He said "sure i'll meet you" So we went to dennys then made out in the parking lot for like an hour, lol. Ok now I dont mean to sound like a snob or superficial or whatever but he has no money and hes mentioned it to me before. We were supposed to hang out on memorial day and he said he cant cause hes broke. And we went out last night but during the week he tells me that most of his check is for the rent so we have to do something casual which is fine and all but is it wrong that I want someone who can afford to take me out. I dont mean expensive places, but out to dinner or whatever. I mean hes 30, he should have some kind of savings or something. I mean hes nice but I cant see it going anywhere. Cause I mean what kind of future can I have with someone whos broke most of the time. I know hes nice and all but I need someone with goals, some kind of financial security. Hes nice to have fun with but thats pretty much it. I cant see myself with him for a long time, hopefully he feels the same way. I dont know, he doesnt have a great job, dropped out of college and just doenst really do much with his time. Hes kind of a homebody which is fine. But its a bit sad, pathetic that he does nothing. I'm just gonna have fun cause i cant really see it going anywhere

need help

Wow its been awhile. Nothing new, probably no one reads this but I really need advice especially a guys advice!! Ok so last week I went to this wine tasting place with my friend and her husband and a whole bunch of their friends. Now she has a friend that I met a few times, we got along but never really talked alone. So she tells me hes gonna be there, so i'm like ok. He gets there, i just say hi and he sits away from me to talk to my friend. Then he gets up get some wine and sits near me, and he asks how I am doing then we start talking. At first its me, him and a few other friends talking but then its just me and him. He asks me questions about me and I do the same and then its like its just the two of us talking. And the conversation flowed really well. My friend gets up and wants to eat so they leave but me and him stay, then other friends leave and we are all alone. So we're talking about everything and my friends return but me and him are still just talking and just having fun. then finally I realize its late so I tell him I have to leave. He walks me to my car and tells me how much fun it was, he gives me a hug, i can tell he wanted to kiss me but her tells me that he'll see me the next outing then he tells me next time he goes to the winery he'll call me. Then he gets my number, texts me and tells me "now you have my number" Stupid me never checks my phone cause i never got a text. So either he has the wrong number or it never went through. So i text my friend on what to do and she texts him saying that I never got his message so hope he doesnt have the number wrong. He never responds. And he never texted me, now I'm pretty good at knowing when a guy will call and if a guys interested so now I dont know what to do. Either I just wait for him to call or text, or maybe I just send him a casual note on facebook next week or maybe he will just message me when he can go out. I dont know what to do. Cause i know hes on my friends facebook and I can send a really casuall message like "oh btw never got a message from you so hope you arent texting the wrong person" And just act like I never asked my friend to text him. So help please, i really like him and hes not a db and hes funny, cute and like perfect for me. Ugh I'm so stupid, should've looked at my phone