Sunday, March 15, 2009

some stuff

Ok so work stuff sucks, and i'm so done with all their BS. Now onto a better subject. So last weekend I went to his place to hang out. Met his step daughter and then his best friend showed up. And we all hung out and talked till like 5 in the morning. It was awesome, we had such a great time. I really like this one, and he makes me happy. It's kinda funny cause since i've been home, random people on yahoo message me and I have no idea who they are cause its some DB from the past. I'm like sorry no idea who you are, lol. But yeah this one is nice, and hopefully this is something more long term. But yeah one night I was talking to one of my friends about guys and I was like "last year was the years of DB's" And seriously it was, i mean one after another. Even my mom thinks this ones a decent one. So we'll see. I'm just enjoying being with him and we always have a great time together

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Here goes

So theres this guy we will call him the major DB. Who is from my past and we were really great friends and then i made the huge mistake of falling for him. And he leads me to believe he feels the same way. This guy was the biggest player of them all. Knew exactly what to say and how to act. So i tell him how i feel, he tells me that hes not ready for a relationship. But a week later starts dating someone. which pissed me of. but then I got over it cause I'd rather have him as a friend anyways. Well he pretty much never talks to me again which hurt losing a great friend, but he wasnt such a great friend if he does that. I guess they broke up and he tries to get me to date him which i refuse. I delete him outta my life and every once in a while he'll text me, no big deal. I never really tell him how much he hurt me. but now recently he might be moving here and hes coming to visit soon. So he actually has the nerve to ask me to see him. Since i never told him how much he hurt me I let it all out to him. And well hopefully he never contacts me again. I'm just pissed cause he actually thinks I wanna see him, he actually thinks I forgive him, MAJOR DB!!!!!
But onto better news I really did meet a great guy now who is not a DB at all. Hes perfect for me and I'm really happy for once. And i stopped trying to find something wrong with him, lol. Hes just a great guy