V-day

Well I guess this year I cant be so anti-valentines as I usually am. Me and Mark went out to dinner and then went out for coffee. It was a very nice evening. Some weird, interesting things happened. But as usual we had a wonderful time. So yeah I really like this one and I'm done finding something wrong with him. Hes just great for me. And we always have such a great time together. lol everytime I think of him I keep smiling like a big dumb idiot. I'm pretty happy right now and I love that he wakes up this morning and texts me right away. Its sweet. And I enjoy our time together. Hes funny, kind of a geek and is just great. So yeah it was a nice night. We went out to dinner at on the border, i picked something not too fancy cause i knew most of those places would be busy. Then we went out for coffee. And lets just say some lady was at the table near us and was very loud about her online sex toy purchase so we walked to my car, lol. Then some girl got lifted up to see if a tree was real or fake. Then right after that some guy walks out of a museum strumming a guitar. Yeah it was pretty funny. It was an entertaining night.

Alright I need to stop

So another week is gone and still no idea if she is coming back to work. I hate this stupid company I work for and when i have more time I will start looking for a new job. Ok so there is something that I really need to stop doing. I need to stop think that this new guy is a DB cause he clearly is not at all. So we had another great date. Went out for coffee and talked forever. Its amazing, it feels nice for once. i mean he talks to me the next day like he says he will. I'm just not used to a guy being nice and stuff. And i keep trying to find something wrong with him instead of enjoying that there is a nice guy who likes to spend time with me. And if he has any issues it would probably be something small. But yeah i'm happy and I guess going out with all those DB's is making me appreciate a nice guy. Maybe if I never met all those db's I would never have talked to him. But one thing that I really like is when he kisses me and holds my hand, its cute. lol ok I need to stop but yeah I'm gonna just enjoy this and see where it goes. Who knows?

Lets hope

So i took him to the filler last night and he enjoyed himself. Its fun to people watch at the place. And then afterwards we were outside talking and I was still too buzzed to drive. Then we finally decide to get coffee and he tells me "wait here" He goes to get his truck and pulls it near me so I dont have to walk in the rain. Yes I know its silly to like that but it was sweet. We hung out at dennys for a bit and then he drove me back. We kissed and it was nice cause he didnt try to grope me or anything like most guys do and he just held my hand. I felt bad cause his contacts were irritating him but he told me not to worry, its worth it. I'm really hoping hes not a DB, i swear. So far it dont sound like it. I dont wanna say anything, cause its too soon to tell. But I really like him and hes just great. I cant explain it. Its nice to have some good date stories, lol.

2nd date

Well this week has been very great and also pretty bad. Lets start with the bad. At work someone gave a child the wrong bottle now her and my boss are under investigation. If they fire my boss, i will quit. Its not her fault, she has told us the policy so many times. The stupid DM is saying that she never told us that policy. I swear I really hate her, i think she hates our CD and just wants a reason to fire her. So I was pretty emotional at work, just stressed. Not in a very good mood cause the CD is a good friend of mine and I would hate her to leave. Seriously if shes gone, so am I and I think many others. Ok now onto the better part. Tuesday me and the new guy had another great date. We talked forever about pretty much anything. And we were there for a long time. Then he walked me to my car and we talked again for a long time. Then finally I hugged him and he kissed me, it was really nice. He wasnt trying to grope me or go too far like most guys do. Then thursday we talked foreer online about past relationships and stuff. And he knew how upset I was about the meeting so he emailed me on Friday asking if it happened yet. Hes sweet and just crazy, lol. I dont wanna make it into a big thing cause we've only been out twice but if this one turns into a DB i would be truly shocked, lol. Its just nice to talk to a guy and not have him just want sex all the time. No idea if it will turn into something more but we'll see